My first day

My first day Lyrics

I can't beleive I'm going out like this, blink of an eye, will I be missed
Life flashed now nothing more remains
Completely lost and I'm the one to blame
I had my chance, when I learned the truth
Reled on myself, waited for the preoof
Oh what I'd give for a second of relief
Cause I'll tell yah rite now that I beleive
Where did it go all wrong, it came so quick?
No one lives forever, or so I used to think
Oh what I'd give for a second of relief
Cause I'll tell yah right now that I beleive
The pain you feel right now is never gonna end
The screams of billions are defeaning, searing heat that never seems to lessen
My fears I'm trapped with no escape
My selfeshness has sealed my fate
I'm so lost by te second pain grows
Surrounded on all sides but all alone
So far from the light, this cant be it
I'm being torn from limb to limb
Get me out
What do I have to say?
This eternal torture and it's only my first day.